shock to the system

Kick starting things!!!!!! Details later.

9th day

Lemon water, watermelon juice, then beet, carrot, cucumber juice. Feel tired and sluggish. Extremely tired last night could not watch movie with Nan last night, went to bed with Jessie. Hope I get some energy soon this sucks. Dreamt about food again last night, chocolate chip cookies and doritoes.

berry juice

204.5 after Anthonys class!! Took a hot bath and now I'm drinking blueberries, strawberry Apple juice. Going to put Mim to bed. Ahhhh peace and quiet. Tomorrow Nan is off. Running out of my nasty junk, he said no more and I have no money so guess I'm gonna have to go through the detox. Ugh. Not looking forward to that, but it needs to be done. Don't want to walk around with half a face or no jaw.

One thing I've noticed these last few days is the smell of food on people is overly strong and offensive. Like when I made Nan French onion soup and he drank red wine with it. Ugh it reaked all the way till the next day, the whole upstairs smelled awful from his breath!! I smelled it on Mim on the way to the store today, and someone at the gym. I can't stand it!! It makes me want to get sick!!

chocolate cravings

Uh oh, woke up from nap craving chocolate, now I'm hungry too. Time to juice, can you say spinach, kale, tomato and carrots and cucumber. Gotta go before I cave. More later.

2nd juice day 8

Well I'm not getting as hungry as often. It's almost 3 and I'm drinking my 2nd juice. Beet, tomato, carrots and lemon, its quite delicious. Went on a walk with Mim and Jess, stroller tires were totally flat and that made the walk so frustrating!! No one had a pump, it started to rain and Jessie was being bull headed. Lost the keys on the way and had to retrace my steps to find them. Rough morning!! Luck turned and I found the keys. Need to walk Jessie more because she is digging in the yard and Nan is threatening to get rid of her, umm I don't think so!!! Then Mim and I went to the store and came home to find Jessie with green stuffing hanging off her lips!! She chewed up a pullup, a pillow and Mims toy stethescope, WTF!!! GOTTA GET THIS UNDER CONTROL!!

breakfast day 8

Bought lemons, so had hot lemon water. When I weighed myself first thing it was 207.5 AGAIN! That was disappointing, but then I went to the bathroom for the third time since I began this journey, I was 205.5. Much better. Yesterday I was very tired the second half of the day. I didn't drink enough juices yesterday probably. This mornings breakfast was mango, kiwi and carrots, kind of on the thick side. More like a smoothie. Nans back at work and I go to my extreme boxing class this evening. In a few days I should be under 200 lbs for the first time in almost 4 yrs!! The longest I have ever been fat in my whole life. Finally I am doing something about this disgusting body!!

night day 6

207.5 after my extreme boxing class!! 12 lbs in 6 days, this kicks ass!!! I'm feeling amazing!! Drank carrot Apple juice before class, small glass and added maca to it. The class was tough and I made it!! Came home and drank red leaf lettuce, spinach, cucumber and lime after s HOT bath!! I feel so good!! Nan is off tomorrow, hopefully it will be a little easier now. Have so much more energy than I've had in a very long time!! I'm loving this.