day 3

Weighed myself before I did anything but pee. I weighed 215, 4 lbs in 48 hours!!!! This morning I feel so good, clear headed, energetic, focused and full of life, and I am so proud of myself. Last night was very hard watching Nan eat all that food and then him deciding to drink. Thank God we don't drink the same thing cause I may not have made it. He did buy me the one thing I just couldn't seem to go without, that helped, but I wish that I could get the strength to leave that alone I will work on that hard. I am seeing results and that pushes me. I drank cantelope, 2 oranges, and a hand full of blueberries, nummy. Off to check out some garage sales. More later.